Alone isn’t necessary the worst thing to be in the world. Sometimes you need a break from everyone to hide and cower away for your fears and responsibilities.

Sometimes it’s something you brought upon yourself, something that was coming around the corner and until it came, you acted as if it wasn’t. Blinded by the daily day-to-day responsibilities that filled your time with events and items that weren’t nearly as important as they seemed at the time.

It’s a single-mindedness that creates negative situations that one then has to find a suitable way to escape.

But if you don’t, if you react slowly and are constantly counter reacting instead of pushing forward, you’ll find yourself looking up at what was and wondering what it will take to get back on the way.

Or was that the wayward path? He one that you were on, only because it was the only path available? Or is that a manufactured fable, crafted by a backsliding mentality to spin what’s best regardless whether right or wrong?

What’s wrong is the belief that just because you feel bad, you’re in the wrong. It’s highly likely that you are wrong, but that doesn’t mean you are. It’s like knowing an unknown.

But what is knowledge, especially without experience? If I lived a life one way before and have lived beyond the usefulness of my previous experiences, is it not necessary for me to find a way to “live again”? Even if that means putting myself in awkward and uncomfortable situations?

While that’s all well and good, it’s always better to be able to allow someone with more to educate others instead of trying to step out of your lane.

Owning your lane and knowing what you know and are good with is always important, especially when you don’t really know what you know, only what you want to know.

Knowing that it isn’t enough to know that is a start, but a way to end it is by living and learning more.

The more you know, the better you can gauge waiting outside a locked door as others walk by. Is is spooky enough to warrant a call? Is this the type of place where that action is noted, but not worries about? And what kind of people make that call anyway?

When it’s your time to make a call, who do you call? While Ghostbusters sounds like it’s worth a laugh, opening the door to a past success or failure isn’t as necessary as calling towards the future.

My calling is questionable at best and that’s the truth.